"I know we've just met, but I feel like I've always known you. Like you've been in all the dreams I can't remember."

I'm everything that's wrong with your life. I can't say I disagree. Yeah yeah yeah. I'm sad, and stupid. I'm mad and nothin matters. Well, I can't say I never tried, I can't say I never cared. I'm just not enough, I'll never be enough.

As awful as it may sounds, I am grateful that Christmas was over. Honestly, it was just terrible. The selfishness and the attitudes and the memories, everything about those two days was terrible.

I feel like I'll never be warm again. 40 degrees, and dropping. Nothing but rain and grey skies.

I don't know how to reach out to people anymore, if I ever did. I don't know how to open up my heart to anyone. There's this big ole wall that I've built, that everyone has helped me build. Every single stone has a name, an incident. The only feelings I have are those of misery, regret, frustration, and fury.

It's cool It's cool It's cool

I hate me, too.

It seems...

Everyone has moved on.
Everyone but me.
I am living in the past.
I guess, I belong there.

I miss having a best friend. I bet you'd be surprised to know, I still wear that ring. Everyday. I bet you'd be surprised to know, I think about you constantly. But, maybe you wouldn't be surprised. Maybe you knew it would turn out this way. You grew tired of me, and left, and it was then I realized how much I really depended on you. A moment too late, as always. I am sorry, for what it's worth. Please be happy.

"What do you believe in?"

I believe soulmates do exist, but only for those who are brave.

I believe that sometimes, you will give more then you will get.

I believe in a higher being. Not necessarily God, but just a higher spirit.

I believe in true love, but only for those who believe.

I believe you can be completely content whilst alone.

I believe that, despite how desperately hopeful you are, and despite how kind you will try to be, bad things will still happen.

I believe everything happens for a reason.

I do not believe in much, but what I believe in means everything to me.