That god awful moment when you realize you hate yourself, and every fucking situation you're in. That moment when you're trying to console yourself, and tell the world that you are not a bad person, that you are for once not in the wrong. That moment when the world throws everything in your face, and pushes you down.

Fuck, I'm just so tired, and worn out, and full of apathy. Just, fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.